Sunday, August 29, 2004
spend money in less than 44 hours time. yay. yay. chem chem chem is gone. :S
hmm no clothes to wear on saturdae.. how how. anyone wan to sponsor me :D heh.
4th september. :)
4th september. :)
4th september. :)
4th september. :)
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2:41 PM
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
ok. some updates. i screwed my chem. if i pass i am damn luckly. oh wel. time fer MATHS. more maths. hope i do well :) yay. i am bored. veri veri bored. i cant believe it. its not even 1 half weeks yet. its so so so long.
anywae. i have neber stardied so hard in my life b4. heh. great ey. even during Os. i was basically juz playing n playing. remember da daes. where we go ginza to play warcraft. 3 hrs b4 da paper? n we were playing game. great ey?. oh wel. those are da past. i believe i cant do tat in As. i have really neber stardied as hard b4. although it might still be kinda slack. but i tried my best i guessed. :) -peace. mugging time.
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10:15 PM
Saturday, August 21, 2004
my heads killing me.. pain pain. remember chong said. pain is a sign tat weakness is leaving yr body. oh wel. wadeva.. i dun tink it applies here.. i woke up tis morning wif a headache.. great. den it got worst as da dae progressed. n its super killing me now.. btw tis is da first time i am having a headache.. seriously. its da first time. (: wadeva.
oh wel btw heard tat junni is coming back tml. wel wel. haha.. chong muz be damn sad. cos hes not invited. too bad. haha (: wadeva. wadeva. i dun really gif a fly. bah* chong good luck.
oh wel. great dae i guess. i stardied alot todae. due to tis
good fren.. also known as winnykangwanshi.. she made me stardie i guessed. her constant nagging. n all da blah blah blah. oh wel. wadeva.
pain pain.
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11:09 PM
Friday, August 20, 2004
Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.
Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear.
Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you.
What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?
If love isn't a game, why are there so many players?
Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget.
You can only go as far as you push!
Actions speak louder than words.
The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else.
Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.
Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it.
A best friend is like a four leaf clover, hard to find and lucky to have.
Some people make the world special by just being in it.
Best friends are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there.
True friendship never ends.
Friends are forever.
Good friends are like stars....you don't always see them, but you know they are always there.
Don't frown, you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end.
Most people walk in and out of your life, but only friends leave footprints in your heart.
If u love something...let it go.
If it comes back to you its yours....
If it doesn't then it never was.
A kiss is just a kiss until u find the one you love. A hug is just a hug>until its from the one ur thinking of. A dream is just a dream until u make it come tru. LOVE is just a word until its proven 2 u.
Send this on to everyone special in your life, even the people who really make you mad sometimes. Remember, every minute spent angry is sixty seconds of happiness wasted.
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To realize
The value of a sister
Ask someone
Who doesn't have one.
To realize
The value of ten years:
Ask a newly
Divorced couple.
To realize
The value of four years:
Ask a graduate.
To realize
The value of one year:
Ask a student who
Has failed a final exam.
To realize
The value of nine months:
Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.
To realize
The value of one month:
Ask a mother
who has given birth to
A premature baby.
To realize
The value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.
To realize
The value of one hour:
Ask the lovers who are waiting to Meet.
To realize
The value of one minute:
Ask a person
Who has missed the train, bus or plane.
To realize
The value of one-second:
Ask a person
Who has survived an accident...
To realize
T! he value of one millisecond:
Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics
Time waits for no one.
Treasure every moment you have.
You will treasure it even more when
you can share it with someone special.
To realize the value of a friend:
Lose one.
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11:10 PM
Wednesday, August 18, 2004
shall just try to juz write wad i wan to write. its 12.56 i tink everyone is prob fast aslp. i shall go slp soon too. -_-zZz
i am bored* really bored. 16 daes is passing so slowly.. real slow. hmm sound so ranty. oh wel. look on da brighter side thurs is maths :) great ey.
remembering saturdae.. da elections was held. congrats to da committee ya :) n da rest of the team too. :) da committee cant work without u ppel too. everyones important. daniel sun spoke to us abt some stuff. hmm. he said. we sae tat coins din matter but in da end its qt important as we will be askin fer school colours zone colours n stuff. alright maybe to some extend YES. but i still feel tat its kinda lyk having tat as a bonus. it will come naturally if u train hard. i dunnoe wad to sae but once i used to take it as my most important aim. my target. i was basically juz trainin fer tat coin. but soon after it faded. it didnt really meant tat much after having it. at da moment when i got da medal i wasnt really happy. as in overjoyed tat kinda ting. i tink few years later. it will be left in some corner of my house. it will fade. n might even be lost. :) oh wel. doesnt matter. dun really noe wads my point. i dun tink that theres a point.
anywae. i miss trainin. i miss da team. da snr team da jnr team da team as a whole. hmm.. we will neber ever be trainin togeda agains. how sad time flies so quickly. n how fast canoeing just ends. in a matter of juz 3 mins or so. everything is over. i can still remember da sight. da last moments as i pass da finishin line. n tim tay. ya. TIM seemed to be satisfied right after da race. although at tat veri moment i dun even noe my position. i was juz too tired to to even see wats happening ard. i juz noe tat i gave my all n i did my best. result din really matter to me anymore. it was juz a good feel tat will neber be experienced anywhere else. i dunno if he knew our position but he seemed qt happy after the race. i dun tink he saw oso. prob its juz cos he felt tat he did his best :) it might not have been our best race. but it was definitely a good one. one tat we fought till da veri last bit. he looked happy with a big wide smile on his face. a smile of contentment? or maybe thinkin "yea. no need to row with terence anymore. so happy." wadeva. doesnt really matter. da sights seen at da whole during of da 3 daes was really memorable. remembering how da jnrs cheered. at da jetty. da AC flag was flying accompanied with voices tat was onli from AC can onli be from AC. pple shouting pple cheering. mostly AC. da team spirit was so there. its there. its really there. da team is moving upwards. its is going up. yay. da voices da echos da loud cheering da shouts. thankyou. everyone. it was really memorable. -THANKEW- for makin up da
team04
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12:45 AM
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
hmm.. chem prac was alrite. rather easy.. gp i tot was alrite.. but my gp teacher.. ms neeta singh saes. tat i will prob get 21/50 fer compo.. great ey.
wadeva. i gotta stardie maths or i will not get A fer maths fer da 3rd time in my life.. *sadness*
wel tired* boo boo
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9:31 PM
Monday, August 16, 2004
FUCK IT.
F-U-C-K I-T.
some post tat tat i wrote juz got screwed by blogger. fuck!.. ah anywae i juz woke up.. 8.30am. is tat qt earli?.. no ones online. seems lyk everybardie is in school. wel wel.
i was just writing abt e start of 18 daes prelims. tis is gonna be long. :S sighs.
n tis someone msged me yest. S-U-C-K-E-R. not tat i really care. but pain in e ass once. wel wel. hope he doesnt sees tis. so wad if he sees. i dun gif a fly. :)
i tink i shall go to school soon.. SOON... n i will try to cut down on fried food. haaha having fried food almost everysince meal. great ey. TRY. TRY. TRY.
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8:14 AM
i shall just make a short post. todae is da start of da 18 dae. PRELIMS!..
18 daes later. i will be free! :) bah* i will take a long break b4 starting fer a levels. wel wel
swears* swears* 18 daes is blardie long. kao. hmm have been feeling veri weird recently. i seem to be doing blardie alot of work.. :) strange* oh wel. i shall go upload songs on my player. got to go to school SOON. :) haha. wel wel.
someone spoke to me yest.
S-U-C-K-E-R. let me spell it again. s-u-c-k-e-r. ah. :) pain in my ass once. bah* bah* anywae i hope tat someone doesnt see tis. :) wel. so wad if someone sees. i dun really care. SUCKER. bah*
hmm i am ballooning up. :) haha i am gainin lots of weight. having fried food everymeal doesnt help haha but its nice. so who cares. haha :) wel. i tink i will try to cut down on fried food.. let me write tat agains. i will
TRY to cut down on fried food. hmm life is boring without trainin. how i hope tat those daes neber end. oh wel. :) good dae ahead! :) yay.
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8:14 AM
Tuesday, August 10, 2004
last nite. ndp. major jack lau. but da COMMANDOS IC. cool ey. MAJOR JACK LAU. hmm.. anywae. i felt tat the guy singing HOME sounded damn gay. but his hair is nice though :) haha.
next was singpore idol. oh man. lemon tree guy was blardie farnie. dance lyk 3 year old kid n cant sing oso. haha.
steven lim was damn farnie too. stripping n stripping. 1 min of fame? haha heard he wanted to pluck judy's eyebrows haha :) luckily u din go. later u kenna raped. anywae there was da funny caption of "do not adjust yr volume. tis was da loudness" n he could speak qt loudly but sang super softly. hahahah den he asked fer comments n more comments n left. den da pink opera singer haha :D super our of point. singaporeans are juz blardie thickskin. i tink wed esp. abt da bananaman will be qt interesting too. :) but i tink da zoetay boy was good. n da funky hair ger was good oso :) haha da pink guy looked lyk some construction worker. haha i tink singaporeans are juz blardie thick skin n dunno how to dress fer da correct ocassion. haha. :)
i am gonna stardie todae. ahhh. haven done much n i am sick. fcuk.
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11:59 AM
Sunday, August 08, 2004
wasted 2 daes. doing nothing bumming ard. hmm.. anywae winny jas tiw all got silver. heh. great job ey.. especially mr tiw. wif his silver life.
yest ate at longhouse or something. some super unhealthy place. fried kway teow...bbq at shiwei place.. slpt over at my place. super screwed up ended up slpin super duper late n walkin up super early. :D
hmm.. todae ate at jln kayu. waste lots of time. n here. home sweet home. slping time. tired*
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8:25 PM
Friday, August 06, 2004
prelims in lyk less than 10 daes. wun really be able complete everything by then. ah screwed. nvm i am not xpecting to do veri well anywaes. i need time. n maybe more time. which is neber enuff. oh well i did 1 physics tutorial todae. tat leaves me wif 1 last tutorial to complete b4 i can start my physics revision. maths revision shld take at most 3 daes. :) tat leaves me wif abt 7 daes. fer chem n physics. which is so so blardie not enuff. hmm great. :)
nvm something to look forward to. we r gonna support jasm n winny. n mr tiw. tml :) yay. haha. alrite. shall try to mug now. -peace out-
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10:15 PM
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
slacking in da library now. having PE later. hmm. wad am i doings. i dunno i am confused. i lost all my piorities.
it has been 4 daes since it ended. everything seems crashing down. the thought of neber having da full team togeda agains. da thought of leaving everything behind n moving on came. it was a thought tat will live in my heart forever. how it ended. how it ended. after da prize giving we had our fun not realising da danger tat moment. we had lots of fun. but after all tat happiness n everything just came to an end.. leaving juz a blank in my life. a hole tat will neber be mended. it was a big hole. not having training at all feels weird. REALLY weird. it feels strange. everything juz stops. as if it was da end of yr life or something. where u suddenly feel lethargic n sleepy. n nothing to look forward to. btw. i alwaes looked forward to training. it was something tat kept me alive. n kept me going no matter how tired i am. i will alwaes look happy on trg daes. i dunno y but i feel veri tired of everything recently. nothing much to do. nothing to keep me going. i am TIRED* veri TIRED*. life is bored. thinking tis wae wun help me at all. its actually making me worst. i slp almost all my time awae. n wadeva time i am left wif i spent it thinking about everything else.. oh pls. get down to work URGH. anywae. dun tink i will do anything todae as well. i will prob juz waste my time awae n end up slping agains. my piorities r screwed help. HELP!
quote from sul.
not the end, but a new beginning.
a new beginning. a new beginning. a new experience. a new experience. hais. move on move on. something tat i once had n was taken away. n i enjoyed all da time spend. with no other life. of juz trg n trg. was great. now i am back to square one. watch me baloon heh. i will become big :) haha.
i haven started any revision. expecting to hopefully scrape everything thru n get a A fer maths. :D hmm. i am looking forward to da formal dinner where all of us will come togeda agains. NIK remember. we r gonna party after tat :) u better come. hmm. i hope all u jnrs really do well. n keep everything in place. i will try my best to help out in wadeva waes i can. :) hmm. LETS go AC. prize presentation is tml. haha so many sparstic pics of terence. goodness. :S
WINNY : cheer up. everything will turn out fine :)
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2:54 PM
Sunday, August 01, 2004
LAST nite. after dinner at newton circus. thanks nik n ted fer treating us. den kenneth n da ex-SNRS went to ash place. n we talked. after tat some left n others stayed. started playing number game. blah blah blah. nik came wif more alcohol. den ya.. we talked cock pple getting drunk. me n sw n jas n nik drank agains n agains. we were all juz prob high other than nik tat was drunk. hmm.. den we continued talking abt alot alot of stuff. n ya..
after all canoeing is not abt canoeing itself it more abt da TEAM. da TEAM. many a times pple haf da wrong focus n in da end get them no where. or at e end of it all they will question themselves. wad am i doing tis fer? is tis wad i wan? many a times. tings doesnt turn out to how it should move along. i believe tat at tat moment one shld really think abt it n set yr mind into it after tat.. no matter wad.. it will not affect wad u wanted. n tat u shldnt lose faith in wadeva u do. BELIEVING pple. dreaming is good. at least theres a DREAM there where u will move n head towards. pple tat doesnt dream get no where in da end of the dae. at e end. its all comes down to 1 line. "HOW MUCH DO U WANT IT?" is the battlement of yrself. not da battlement of winning others. is abt beating yrself n believe u can do it. going high up there. remember even da greatest make mistakes. n even da greatest fall. trust n believe r veri veri impt. n tat i believe miracles do happen. THEY DO. lyk wad happened to me. remember wad nik said jnrs. theres no "GODS" in kallang. u can be 1 if u want to believe tat u can be 1. its takes lots of effort n COURAGE to be high up there. COURAGE. i will 4ever remember wad tim tay told me during abt da warm up lap. where changed my entire persepective n mentality abt racing. after all racing was neber abt winning. it was the FEEL. so wad if u r last. as long as u feel good. cos u haf done yr best n just that others are better. ROW WIF COURAGE. row wif yr HEART. its interesting how sometimes thinking tat its so far away. n so unachieveable. if u tink tat way. u will neber get it. i dunno how much impact as we as seniors made to u pple n tat did we even fail to inspire u. i guess i can onli say look forward to wadeva's coming. its gonna be a interesting path of life tat u will never 4get. trust me. after all tis u will tink back n sae. YES its all worth it. :)
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